I have begun my blog to raise awareness to the chronic disease Endometriosis. I would like my blog to be a source of information on all aspects of this disease - whether that be surgery, treatment or the day-to-day aspects of living with this condition. I have created a Video Blog to work along side this to discuss a whole variety of issues.

Monday, 27 August 2012

Here is it...

So my concerns that's Zoladex treatment had brought on the real menopause, ended up being unfounded. With the appearance today of my first bleed since the end of my course which ended in May. Somewhat late in arriving. But now it is here I know where I stand.
Now I know that the treatments and the surgeries made no good whatsoever. The pain I currently have has gone through the roof. I have been sick, I have upset stomach and the bleed is horrid. I really am feeling so very low.
I hate the way that Endo has made me feel like my body is not my own any more. Like I do not own my own body or indeed have any control over it in the slightest. It seems that no matter what I do... It makes no difference. Nothing seems to ease the pain.

I need to remain focused and continue to be strong...

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