Isn't it amazing how used you can get to feeling somewhere to normal... only to be shot right back down again once back into your prime!
I have had two really good weeks. Actually felt like a regular woman again... I was being social, able to see friends and family... managed to venture outside on a little trip once or twice.. but as always once I get used to how things are being - on a nice level - a flare hits and brings you right back down to earth with a bump!!
Maybe it is because during these "good" days I try to do so much with my time - that I bring on the flare - or end up exhausting myself I do not know... but either way - it sucks! big time!
I awoke this morning in agony. The feeling in my toes kept on going - as my trapped nerves were definitely trapped beyond recognition today! I have also been bleeding on and off for 2 weeks now. And today it was accompanied by abdo pain too.
Bleeding whilst on Zoladex is never really a good thing at all... I am wondering now if the treatment is working at all. If it does not work - I do not know what that will mean for my next surgery... I am due to see my gynae at the end of the month - only another 2 weeks to go and I will be there and will be ready to ask all of these questions again. Especially why I am bleeding...
Anxieties are at a somewhat high at present...
Back to the hot water bottle. Hot baths and my cosy bed!
Love to you all
xxxx
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